This is only a test…
I thought San Diego would be a bountiful land of opportunity and welcome me with open arms. To be entirely honest, it probably is, but I just don’t have the means to enjoy it right now. Waiting it out is wearing on me, and I just want to finish up this networking school and get on with my job. All in due time, I suppose.
Things aren’t so bad though. I keep busy by studying, climbing, photography, et all. I got myself a Holga camera when I was in San Fran, and the first reel should be ready on Monday. I’m so excited!
Speaking of which, San Fran was a lot of fun. I have the pictures posted on my blog, The Chris Browning Experience under More Photographs. I was only able to spend a day there, really, but I have full intentions of going back. The city was quite strange, interesting, shocking, and amazing all wrapped up in hills and skyscrapers. Maybe I’ll end up there one day. Who knows?
I miss Jen. I miss my family, and I miss my friends, both Hawaiian in nature and Milfordian in nature. I want to be in both places at the same time, right now. Left-side Chris can be in Hawaii, and Right-side Chris can be in Milford. It’d be gross, I imagine, but then I’d be having my cake and eating it to (which would be delicious).
Thankfully, I reconciled things with Christian the other day. I think it was mostly miscommuncations and stubbornness mixed with pride that caused our little falling out, but hopefully we can resume where we left off. He’s really one of bestest friends ever, and truth be told, I didn’t want things to happen that way. Some things were said that made me feel angry and shitty, and I had someone to make me feel better about it, so I gravitated towards her. In no way do I believe that I stopped being friends with one to date someone else. Friendship is so valuable, and I can’t believe I almost let it shatter like that.
Life is just one big lesson. My prayers go out to those who can’t learn from it.
.//chris